While I am complaining here there goes another brick down the pond. I wonder over the times if this is meant to be or it's just too much for me to work it out. I wonder and ponder on. Maybe I am incompetent at all cases. Wow, how sorrowful this feels.
Why am I always feel this way. Maybe it's the surrounding where I am not suppose to belong is playing a big part here. Guess I just can't complain that much now. Got to head on this road with courage and the willingness to overcome my fears and problems. Hopefully in time, I could be competent enough to withhold my head up high.
On a happier note... there is no happier note now.
