Life is that simple or is it complicated?

When I was younger, I thought that grown up have all the fun going here and there, working seems so fun as they get money. Things do look differently when I had grown up and started working. Sure it's fun at times, but work is work. It's never a real pleasure unless your the Boss. Sure I get money for what I do, but the money is hard earn reward for self. Used some here and there save up here, spend it there, pay here and there.

So it's a tough real world out there. Sometimes I wish I take back my wishes and hopes to grow up faster so that I could enjoy the moment of youth and childhood.

Other thing that messed up my life now is TIME, it's seemed that it's a little harder to handle time than money. Once time had slipped it slipped away forever and there is no way of finding the TIME back. Unlike money which can be earned thtough hard work. One day 24 hour don't really seemed enough... 7 days do sound long, but it's real short. 

Everything seems to be so... unsatisfied in my life now. I couldn't be there for anyone anymore. The time spent with loved ones are not enough as well. Is this what I had looked for before this? I don't recall of this. I wish to really manage my life back to a more productive self than one that only knows how to be depressed and complaining. I need actions not just whinning around. 

1) to save up as much money as I could. 

2) spend more time with loved ones.

3) excercise more

4) built up more confidence.